wooo hoooo

Wooo Hooo I stumbled across a great deal a few weeks ago I bought 7 bottles of vanilla lavender tide turns out it is discontinued and in high demand. Looks like it will be going on ebay!! yeah I am very excited

Just for me

So I'm pondering why I've decided to blog when I really have very little time to do anything now days. I haven't decided if I want family and friends to have access and have to be careful about what I write. I should probably remain anonymous so I can really vent LOL right? I think for now this blog is just for me so I can slow down a bit and reflect on my many blessings especially the two fighting over a teether. Hmmm of course I secretly wish to have mass followers and end up on the Oprah show with those stay at home moms that were able to quit their jobs and blog for a living. I know I know and we all secretly wish to win the lottery too.

I'm starting the count down tomorrow my girls will be turning 1 in 1 month. I'm flooded with all sorts of emotions. I really try not to think about their time spent in the hospital! It makes me worry. I get anxious. It makes me want to hold them and never let go. I feel the lump in my throat and the feeling in the pit of my stomach like I did back then. I'm thankful that they are finally at this stage in their life. I miss my two tiny angels that I could cradle in my arms but they were so fragile then, every breath was a challenge and a blessing. They are so healthy and strong now. I now spend my days splitting them up from endless fights over toys and retrieving them from trying to crawl to the kitchen. I have been so blessed!!